What did I get out of Bridge

Going to bridge I learned alot. most of all I notice that without my parents I am alone. Not that many people have my back that i thought they did. Friends from home acting strange just because I moved away... I also notice that I really love my mother and my father. i use to argue with them on a everyday bases now i want them more than ever. Here at bridge I picked up a bad habit. Smoking black and milds this past last two weeks i have been so stressed out that I depend on that light headedness to make me feel mellow. Beginning of bridge I had friends now at the end i cant stand half the people on my floor. I think its because we all have the same schedule so we see each other all the time its like a summer high school vacation and that how it makes me feel and I am angry. I am like two years older than everyone so I stay to myself with my headphones on to tune them children out. Bridge was somewhat a good experince.